Navigating the good and the bad

“If you want, or need to tell of your experiences, it’s ok with me. I’d just hope that you don’t discount your good memories because those are the ones I cherish most. “ After a few months of limited contact, my Dad and I are talking. Its complicated for me as I work to navigateContinue reading “Navigating the good and the bad”

Happy Birthday Mom

Today would have been my Mom’s birthday. She would have been 64 if she did not lose her battle with alcoholism. I had something else written out, but as I prepared to post, it did not feel right. It felt too seriously, so instead I decided to share some of my favorite stories of her.Continue reading “Happy Birthday Mom”

Having to walk away.

This was taken at Father Daughter dance at my wedding. This is the moment my Dad chose to apologize that his girlfriend was not there. “ You know __ is sorry that she isn’t here right?” As the child of an Alcoholic I am expert at hiding in plain sight. Covering my emotions when needed.Continue reading “Having to walk away.”

A letter to my younger self

This kid has been on my mind a lot lately. What would I sayto her if given the chance? I am sorry that the adults around you failed to protect you. You deserve so much better. Things are going to get tough, but I promise it will not last forever. You will never lose yourContinue reading “A letter to my younger self”

Hindsight 20/20

When I look back at old pictures of you it is bittersweet.  I have an entire album of pictures of you. I felt a protective pull over those photo albums. It was all I had left of you. Looking backwards makes me smile.  In those pictures, you look healthy and happy. Well dressed. Being heldContinue reading “Hindsight 20/20”

Impacted By Alcohol

 In December, I was involved in the Tropicana campaign. They launched advertisement that joked about parents sneaking away from their kids to drink. It was harmful to those recovering from Alcoholism. it also hurt for those who watched loved ones suffer with Alcohol.  Due to pressure Tropicana took it down, but it got me thinking.Continue reading “Impacted By Alcohol”

New Year’s Reflections

  Yesterday was New Year’s Day. We left the challenging year of 2020 behind.  Over the last few days, I have been taking some time to reflect. For me, the past year was a mixed bag. I am still working to come to terms with all that it meant. One thing that is bothering me isContinue reading “New Year’s Reflections”